I haven't talked to anyone outside my family in 9 months and it made it hard to do anything but especially my creative projects

Im homeschooled this year (and most likely every year after) and cus of the area I live in that means I either spend 24 hours a day online for social interaction or just kinda sit in my own thoughts and talk to myself

It hurt my writing, my music, my art, even my ability to learn c++

I don't really have a solution to any of this so im just stuck absorbing Twitter Tumblr and Reddit at unholy speed to get the vaguest glimpse of social interaction

It's not fun

So yeah, expect the rate I upload stuff to be stupid slow for the foreseeable future

I am SPEED RUNNING making my sona a ref sheet so I can join secret Santa this year im legit rushing

This is honestly painful I hate rushing drawings but I spend 15+ hours on a drawing if I want it to look decent so spending like 3 max is like pulling teeth-

Im gonna come out on here

I'll probably delete this later but this is something that I've wanted to say on here

I'm transgender

Specifically, I am a trans guy

I may look and dress feminine and even draw myself in a very 'girl-ish' way but im still a guy

Thanks for reading this

Ugggghhhhh I wanna work on creative stuff but I need to sleeeeeeeepp

Ragggggeeeeeeee

I wanna draw or write or make music or draw or animate or draw

But i cant since its 2 am

Im too sleepy to make, and im too in making mood to sleeeeppp

Auauuughuhhhjhhhhhhjjhhjhhbbhbj

Im still locked outta my fucking twitter

Man, I got drawings piled up that I wanna post this is bullshit.

As soon as the verification codes work im starting my suspension

This is fucking stupid I am so fucking mad

This is a very common Squid L

I just got locked out of my twitter for saying i wanted to punch baby kruggy plush-

Bruh

verification isnt working either lmao wtf

Its a fucking punchable plush, man-

I've been wanting to open commissions for a while, the only reason I haven't is cus I wouldn't have any way to receive payment lmao

But if I hypothetically could, what would yall say I should price my art at? A full body, fully shaded drawing, with no background takes 15-25 hours but that's a really rough average. I don't know what I'd say my art is worth money-wise to be honest because I feel like a dollar an hour is a good price for what my skills are at and how well known (not sure how else to word it) I am in terms of my work but idfk

What do yall think though-

Its been a long ass time since ive posted stuff here lmao sorry

I'm making a stupid ass video about how lankmann from Pastras arg is a Tumblr sexymann

I have no shame, regret, remorse, or idea why I'm making this

the character scares the shit out of me as well so editing/animating the video is gonna be hellish but this is about sending a message (a stupid message but a message nonetheless)

Been wanting to talk about my sonas lore since im really proud of it but idk if anyone would enjoy reading fucking paragraphs about em-